and the stress continues

well, ladies and gentlemen, i hate to inform you but the stress has continued even after school.. Dish out some more lame sauce.

I debated for quite a while about whether or not i was going to blog about this, but i figured hey, why not.. I will start by saying that I'm not looking for anyone to take on this as a burden, or even feel like they need to help me find a solution. I guess in my own selfish way, I'm just letting out steam.

So howie got laid off last week. *sigh*. He's getting severence pay for 2 weeks, and his vacation pay etc, so that really only gives us another 2 weeks before he needs a job.. Now, ideally this would have been a perfect opportunity, because I had a wonderful job lined up at a medical spa, and was supposed to start july 18th.
I haven't heard  back from the lady. I have called, called and left messages, and she hasn't called me back. SUPER annoying. so now we're both unemployed, with no signs of jobs.. Howie did some searching and made calls before we left for SK, but everyone "doesn't need anyone right now, but we have your information".. I guess thats better than nothing, but still frustrating.
The day after howie lost his job, our landlord informed us our rent is going up 100 bux in august. so that is AWESOME.. Now, to some of the readers out there, 100 dollars isn't that much. But to us, thats a weeks worth of groceries, or 2 tanks of gas... (1 and 1/4 if we were to be in SK full time sheesh)
We've been praying about this, hoping for better opportunities, maybe even a chance to move back to Sk.. Who knows tho.. I know I sure don't.. I know God does, but really, what use is that if he doesn't let ME know haha. I know I just need to be patient in his timing, but the clock is ticking, and i'm running out of patience. *sigh*
we'll make it. we have to